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The Fourth River A New Mexican Cuento
Aaron Rudolph

I’m visiting my grandmother
at her home in Río Lucío
and my mother’s there, too.
Minutes before the drive home
I’m on the ground like a swimmer.
Laying in the dirt, my head buried
under my car, I’m trying to see
what’s been dragging, sounding
like a knife grating against rocks.

I’m no mechanic—fire might be enveloping
the car for all I know and Grandma
asks, Te caillites? and I don’t know
what that means but know just enough
to shake my head no and Mom
says that Grandma asked if I’ve fallen.
No, Grandma. Estoy bien. We stay still,
bobcats waiting for something else to stir.

A few days earlier, my college buddy
told me when he was nine
and played all summer around
his grandmother’s house
with his best friend
and one day from inside her house
she told my friend something in Navajo
and he waved and smiled.
His friend said, No, she’s telling you off.
She says to stop playing in the yard
and for all my friend knew, she might have said that
the moon is purple.

On my trips with my mother, her mother
and she converse in Spanish, their words
like mountain winds circling
through the house, stopping in the kitchen
where we’re all sipping coffee.

The language of our grandmothers
sooths us like the stories
we heard before bedtime. Their voices
are snug and warm, blankets
holding us in place. Their smiles
are sweet like bizcochito cookies
browning in the stove.
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